I am back. Been thinking hard, and i have made a decision to post again in this blog instead of the other one that limit the stories i need to share.
Why? Because i want to use this blog as an inspiration and also as a motivation for me to do my work well.
How? i really have no ideas, but basically i will just write whatever i do pertaining to what i need to do, and hopefully i can monitor the trend chart.
what? the work i need to do is rather life and death, at least to me. I need to have at least 3 papers this year, and i need to complete at least one by june. I have exactly five months to complete a single paper.
Having this blog will, firstly as a journal that tells my progress and secondly as a rough paper so that whenever i have any ideas i would just write something in it, using my blackberry so that i would not forget about it. Thirdly, to satisfy my needs to write without making me suffocated with the limitation i have created in the other blog.
oke. here for the best. cherios
About Me
- dzeng
- Gerobok Kayu, in Malay simply mean: a cupboard. In it we put in everything we love and like to keep. The rest we throw it away in a garbage bin. As oppose to an Almari Besi, a cupboard is supposed to be friendlier. Anyone can see what is in it. Just like a Gerobok kayu, in term of the size and the openness to let others see me, i am here writing about my unconscious, subconscious and conscious ideas, hopping to say something very smart and impress others. I have a dream, I don’t want to be popular, but I want to be remembered after I am dead. Like Socrates, Aristotle, Jalaluddin Rumi or Tunku Abdul Rahman or even Hitler or Radovan Karadzic, whom people will always remember their contributions to the society, be it good one or appalling. I realized I cannot create democracy, nor establish a new regime call communism and claim it is my idea or become head of state of a country or have a thinking of a Sufi, so I have to come out with a statement which is very smart so people will remember me for it. If everything else fails, then all I want is to be a happy person, and be remembered as someone very happy. By the way, i am very sensitive, and i like to stay that way.
